I had to... BEDA

I can't believe I'm doing this, but, I decided this afternoon that I will participate in BEDA. 

For those of you who don't know, BEDA is Blog Every Day in April. Some people are doing a sister thing to it, VEDA, Vlog Every Day in April. And since I don't have the patience to make a video every single freaking day for 30 days, I'm out on that one. Blogging is just so much easier, and time effiecient. 

So, today, I was shot dirty looks during Early Childhood Services for trying to help someone with their assignment we were doing, and I found out people were watching my YouTube channel during class.

It was a group of three people, two of which I'm friends with. The third hates me because her best friend does. It's no loss to me that we're not friends anymore. The non-friend was the one who brought it up on the computer.

Honestly, do people have nothing better to do than to sit there and watch my vlogs of all things? Jesus. She's the kind of girl who would want to make fun of me too. They have to accept that there's a world outside this sad little town, and their sad little lives. And I'm a part of it.

Well, to everyone who thinks I'm weird for vlogging:

fuck you. And go to hell. I'm having fun with it, and I've met some pretty fucking awesome people because of it. Better people than you'll ever be. 

People are petty and pathetic. Especially in this town. I can't believe I'm stuck here for an extra year. At least I have the most amazing friends who think my YouTube thing is awesome, and want to be a part of it. 

Mini-rant over. 

At least I had a good chat with my friends while making chicken fajitas in Early Childhood Services today. It was a boy chat. And I love my friends, no matter what.  And I almost won Chinese Checkers during Study Hall.

 Other than that today was kinda... blah. If not, sucky. I came home, watched The Women. Then watched Quarantine. Never, ever, ever watch that movie. It scared me so much, I was so shaken after I finished it. This is a big deal for me, I NEVER get scared from watching movies. Happy, sad, depressed, those things, yes. But never SCARED. 

Anyways, I promise not all my April blogs will be this long and random. I'm just so tired. Wish me luck on this? I have a history of commitment failure with these thing.