#22: Sleep deprivation, what else is new?

Technically, I don't count any of these blogs as late, because, on the West coast, it's not tomorrow yet. If that makes sense.

I've been spending all night/morning listening to DFTBA Radio. I totally suggest that everyone go listen to the podcast. I'm really loving it.

For anyone who doesn't know, DFTBA Records is a record company (to the best of my knowledge) to help fund musicians on YouTube, like, Tom Milson, Julia Nunes, Dave Days, and Chameleon Circuit. These people are so talented, and they deserve to be recognized. I'm really loving all of them.

Chameleon Circuit, I especially love. They're a trock band (Time Lord Rock), which is basically music about Dr. Who. It's making me want to re-watch season 1, and watch the rest of the seasons. I stopped watching it when they changed the Doctor in Season 2. I don't know if CBC even still airs it.

In other news, today really kind of sucked. I had on my Facebook status that I was having a shitty day, and Ben commented that he assumed my blog would explain. No, my blog's not going to explain, because things that happened today were really personal, and hardly any of my friends now. I think only one of them, Justine, knows completely what was bothering me. And it took a lot to tell her, because only two other people know about that particular thing. Colleen was the other person I talked to about the other thing.

I'm sorry if that doesn't make sense, I'm listening to old episodes of DFTBA Radio. I'll probably talk about it more tomorrow.

Oh, and I fried an egg at 2 in the morning, so like, almost 2 hours ago. And I'll probably have another when when I have breakfast in about 3 hours. This is so unhealthy.

I actually probably won't sleep tonight. I'm getting up in two hours and twenty minutes. There's not really any sense in going to bed. But I've turned all my lights off, and I'm going to pretend that I slept some so my mum doesn't kill me. She confuses me. She really does not want me to take my pills to sleep, but she gets mad at me when I don't. Honestly, I feel more like myself when I don't sleep, when I stay up late and when I'm not taking anti-depressents to make me sleep. Drugs are bad, kids. Don't do them.

Oh God. I would be the biggest hypocrite ever if I seriously meant that. 

That being said, I'm going to finish up and maybe listen to music for a while. See you all tomorrow.

edit: I also feel really weird when the Brits are getting up for the day, and I haven't even gone to bed. It's not good.