#4: old crushes and awesome friends

Earlier today, I started thinking about a boy I used to like. Key word: used. I'm quite indifferent towards him now. Mostly because I think he hates me, and my liking towards him was hardly anything more than a crush. I still don't really know where I went wrong with him. I haven't seen him since last Fall, and I'll probably be seeing him sometime this month or next. I'm kind of wondering if it'll be awkward between us or not, since, really, I haven't talked to him since last Fall either.

Oh well, I have a new boy to preoccupy myself with. One who actually did like me. At one point. But, that's a whole other story. That story isn't completely played out yet. At least, I hope it isn't. 

It has come to my attention that my room is so unbearably messy and pack-ratted that I NEED to move stuff out of it. I've had my eye on a few big things to move out to my dad's for the time being. Then I can rearrange the whole right wall of my room. 

Especially since I'll be having one, if not two, people definitely coming to spend the night at my house within the next month, I need it clean. The one person for sure is my dear Katherine McLean, who is coming back to live in New Brunswick for a little while. Since I haven't seen her since January of last year, I told her she'd be bussing down to spend a weekend with me. 

The other person is my friend Courtney, who will be going on the Maritime Christian College Spring Tour/Choir Tour at the end of this month. If they come to my church, then I told her she's staying at my house. I was such a horrible host last time she was here, I want to make it up to her. 

I also find it funny that both my favorite Katherine/Catherines are coming back to New Brunswick on the same day, and I can't wait to see either of them.

And instead of tidying up the mess I made while cleaning out from under my chair and desk today, I left almost everything on my floor, then watched Wild Child and Mamma Mia. I'm in the mood for girly chick flicks tonight. I can't wait till I have a girls' night with my favorite girls. Colleen, and Sabrina and I were talking about in Early Childhood Services yesterday. Justine will obviously be included in it (she was on a field trip for Chemistry to UNB in Fredericton), and hopefully Sarah and Erica will be up for it too. I love my friends <33

I need to get on with my reading too. If I want to do 30 new books this year, I have to get my butt in gear. I've only read one new book, and it's already April! I'm such a procrastinator. I'm going to keep a couple of the new books I've started always in my way so I'll read them just to put them up on a shelf and get them out of my way. Those two books are: Avalon by Anya Seton and Montana Sky by Nora Roberts. I have tons of Nora's books that would take me literally a day to read, but I've immersed myself in the Harry Potter books again. I haven't read the whole series over since Deathly Hallows came out. Fail. 

That being said, Goblet of Fire is sitting a foot and a half away from me on my bed, and is calling me.