I Miss Everyone

After my step-cousin made me break out in tears, I decided that I really miss everyone. Like, all my Christian friends from away.

Remember how I was saying about the whole love triangle thing? My friend found out. In fact, everyone found out. And I think just about everyone is mad at me. No body would talk to me during my last two classes, and the people who would were being mean to me. My friend, Amy, wouldn't talk to me, I tried. She just swore at me and walked away. I hate this, I hate Jeremy. Why did he have to pick out of all the girls to like? Why did he lead Amy on?!?! It upsets me so much. I expect to anyone who isn't personally involved, I would come off as the typical, backstabbing, lying whore who stole the guy, even though I have absolutely no interest in him.

Whitney, my step-cousin told me that friends are supposed to be there for you no matter what, and there's hardly any real friends around anymore. The only friend I can say I've had that I've trusted no matter what is Katie. But now, we've grown apart, and I have no idea what's going on in her life anymore. I want to live close to all my away-friends, because I can trust them so much better than anyone around here. It's one reason why I can't wait to graduate and move to PEI to go to MCC.

To top it all off, I have the flu/cold that's going around. My stomach hurts, I feel like throwing up, I've been getting bad headaches and all the jazz that goes with having the cold: sore throat, cough, sneezing, achey muscles. And I think I still have to go to school tomorrow. I really don't want to. I hate Fundy High.

Anyways, my time's up on the computer for the night, and I think I've cried on the keyboard enough. Good night every one.

Love,
Melissa <3
(Who misses the time when she had real friends)