Dial up sucks

Time: 10:15 AM
Location: Where else? The Library
Listening to: Random Panic! At the Disco/ Casting Crowns (odd mix)

I'm attempting to watch a video on Robbie's profile of Nathan being pushed around in a shopping cart by Darrel. And it won't load. The reason: school computers suck. They only have dial up. And they blocked MySpace.
And at the moment, there's tons of little kids behind me, being noisy. Libraries are supposed to be quiet. Although, I really shouldn't say anything, because at noon, we're very noisy. We're the library gang :) That's what I've named us.
But lately, there's been conflict in the group. There's one guy, and my friend likes him, and he likes her, but won't act like it, so she's mad. Then there's the skanky girl that used to hang out with us while she was going out with my guy-friend. Then she cheated on him, and hardly ever comes in here anymore. And I'm just a hypocondriac (I think I spelled that right). People can be so mean to me, they think I obsess about my insomnia and my health. Yes, it's really bad, but I don't obsess over it. We're a very... unique group. Sometime, I'll put up pictures on my Piczo site or something.

And then there's this other guy. not from the library gang. I've been told that he likes me, but I really don't feel that way about him. I've known him since Grade K, and he's more like a brother to me than anything. And it kinda freaks me out. I guess he randomly said one day that "that Melissa Haddon's looking pretty hott today." Which I'm not used to at all!! I definitely don't want to make him think that I like him. And since hardly anyone reads this, I won't have to worry about him seeing it! This is a good reason why I don't use names, in case someone reads something they don't like and gets mad at me.

Guess what!! My cousin was in the paper yesterday. Anyone who has yesterday's copy of the Telegraph Journal, go look at the Magazine section. Chavah Haddon's in it!! She's a fashion designer at the Craft College in Fredericton, and a dress she made (it took 80 hours!!) a girl from NFLD is going to wear to the Miss Universe Canada try outs. And the girl said if she wins, she's going to wear one of Chavah's dresses to the Miss Universe competition!! I'm so excited for her. And I really hope that girl wins.

I definitely despise high speed. Maybe I'll just go comment on Robbie's blog instead, and watch it when I get home.

Time to go! See you all later!!!

Melissa <3